Create in me a pure heart, O God, My heart has been one that is not pure. I am confused by the wants and needs of the world. The expectation as a believer did not help much either, instead it just make me feel guilty and want to hide behind a slab of false facade. [...]
Today, God reminded me that my heart is like the seed sowed on thorny ground. Esp when that successful gal came by, I can’t help but feel that my life sucked. (how stupid, how can my life sucked when He has given me so many things —> Eve’s complexity) Just as i was whining abt [...]
Today, I felt a sense of loss. Not certain whether am i wasting my time, doing what i do or doing nothing. Told my husband and he brushed it off with a laugh. He said that I may feel aimless rather than mid-life crisis. Aimless? Am i really aimless? Is it because of aimlessness, one [...]
Sometimes do you feel insecure with the relationships that you build? I do. In fact i am feeling that right now. Not sure why? Maybe uncertain that when they look at you, are they thinking of something else. What are they thinking now? Do they still love me and i still the likeable person like [...]
